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to tammy:
no worries.. =) though thing arent going so well, but i'm very sure that in the midst of wad seems kiosk and not goin the way u 1 it, God still holds u in the palms of His hands, embrace of His arms and under His wings..

Jeremiah 29:11 (NIV)

¹¹ For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

Though it could be saddening but there is always sumthin 2 learn..

Letting go and move on is also part of life... being attached to the same frens for years is like so easy but putting down everythin else is such difficult... i do feel the pinch after learning dat ending in Johor is starting a new in everything.. there is absolute nothing here.. and I meant absolutely nothing..

Well it's quite lonely here actually where everything is in mandarin and u noe i'm a 3/4 banana...not dat popular and hav to be daring to just try everything... i'm just hanging on 2 God's promises to live another day, truely...

I do noe how u feel but

I'm sure of 1 thing u'll be just

fine =)

Just hang on 2 God's

promises..

and

NEVER LET GO!!

God bless =)

11.17pm..

normalize after a week of orientation...
lectures all started.. everything is good... but still no pork haha =)
this is a more detail bout uthm johor..
i share a room with another 2 hostelmate.. one of which is a christian..
it's quite hot and stuffy in my room.. it's quite small actually 4 3 ppl 1 live in... my toilet is 3x1.5 m wide(approximately)...
my apartmentmates mostly are studying I.T and if plus 3 of us is 6 ppl..quite a few christians around in my apartment..
the nearest same course ppl with me are at my blok at 4th floor..
i live at the 2nd floor..

i do thank God 4 the arrangement... i dun hav pressure at the 1st place coz my roomies not same course... and d subject i studyin is a repetition of form 6... but i hav to work hard anyway..

i do question: why God put me here at the 1st place?
though i have settle down, i am still waitin of wad is to be done here...
wad lacking dat i see in me and around me:
1) FGA Batu Pahat doesnt hav a youth group.
2) the congregation is small.
3) number of christians in uni are limited
4) quiet time with God cut short
5) no instrument at my hostel room
6) quite limited access to internet
7) my frens are a different bunch
8) it's hot here.. i do complain...
9) insufficient rest time...
10) getting very bored of everythin fast..

i'll wait patiencely 4 an answer......

Speed of Light

In the midst of the valley,

In the shadow of death,

Fear not I am here,

In the darkest of night...


This love so fat

No one can understand

One grace not cheap

But I got it for free..

My deliverer is coming,

Coming at the Speed of Light. (x2)

On the run..

Well concluded my orientation week for uni..
next week will start sumthin new...
oh well.. here is a brief summary of the week..
arrival: God provided everthing for me.. haha.. He is indeed awesome...
check in and stuff like dat...
food: malay food.. very pedas lol.. can eat but stomach ache le lol.. now ok d... no pork =(
fren: found a bunch of frens from perak.. speak cantonese hehe =)
most of the chinese there speak mandarin.. force to use it sumtimes..
girls: haha dun 1 2 talk bout it... one word "extinction" =P
sleep: not enough always... oni barely 4 hours a day.. sleep at 1 am, wake up dat 5.45.. coz they sembahyang... God bless them..
spiritual: still hanging on there..
roomies: one of them is a christian.. my housemate got a few also.. quite frenly but dun talk much le..

overall: God is awesome le... i believe dat He has a very special purpose 4 me le lol.. k

now time 2 go shopping le..
batu pahat... =P
monday start class... UTHM ....

James 4:8 Come near to God and God will come near to you.