Oct 8, 2011

birthday cake...



can i have this birthday cake for my next birthday? :D

Oct 4, 2011

It's Not Easy



I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me

I'm more than a bird:I'm more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It's not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see

It may sound absurd:but don't be naive
Even Heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed:but won't you conceed
Even Heroes have the right to dream
It's not easy to be me

Up, up and away:away from me
It's all right:You can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy:or anything:

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me

It's not easy to be me.

It's never easy to be who we are, to be in one's shoes facing each situation
Though we take pride in things that we achieve but it becomes vanity of all vanities
I'm not superman, i can't fly which sometimes i wish i could
Bon soir : )

Oct 3, 2011

For EVERY ACTION HAS AN EQUAL REACTION
-newton-

Nobody could escape this law, and this law is absolutely fair.
So be sure you have done right because you will pay for what you have done.
(what you sow is what you reap)

Sep 18, 2011

Deuteronomy 30:11-20

New King James Version (NKJV)

The Choice of Life or Death

11 “For this commandment which I command you today is not too mysterious for you, nor is it far off. 12 It is not in heaven, that you should say, ‘Who will ascend into heaven for us and bring it to us, that we may hear it and do it?’ 13 Nor is it beyond the sea, that you should say, ‘Who will go over the sea for us and bring it to us, that we may hear it and do it?’ 14 But the word is very near you, in your mouth and in your heart, that you may do it.
15 “See, I have set before you today life and good, death and evil, 16 in that I command you today to love the LORD your God, to walk in His ways, and to keep His commandments, His statutes, and His judgments, that you may live and multiply; and the LORD your God will bless you in the land which you go to possess. 17 But if your heart turns away so that you do not hear, and are drawn away, and worship other gods and serve them, 18 I announce to you today that you shall surely perish; you shall not prolong your days in the land which you cross over the Jordan to go in and possess. 19 I call heaven and earth as witnesses today against you, that I have set before you life and death, blessing and cursing; therefore choose life, that both you and your descendants may live; 20 that you may love the LORD your God, that you may obey His voice, and that you may cling to Him, for He is your life and the length of your days; and that you may dwell in the land which the LORD swore to your fathers, to Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob, to give them.”

Aug 13, 2011


爱一个人是不容易的。 但你做到了, 我没有领情。
你不用为我感到遗憾,因为你没有做错任何事情。所有你的错,我已经原谅和遗忘。
你不用感到 内救。那个是一个美丽而难忘的夜晚薇雯。谢谢你,我会记住它永远。
我整心要祝福你和告诉世界你为我做的好事。我想道歉我所有做错的。
对不起,要你忍受我这么久。
如果有一天我可以改正我的错误,我会做。

Jul 22, 2011

The Alabaster Jar



Alabaster Jar reminds me the story of a woman who gave everything she have and practice a life of servanthood. It's not easy.
To show love when there is nothing to love, be patience to the undeserved, practice kindness without any return.
People may take advantage of it, leaving scars along the way.
The world would say: Protect yourselves from getting hurt again. Love only when there is an advantage.
God would say: Cast all your cares upon Him, Love your enemy..
Somethings are indeed not easy to put down and will sometimes cost everything, the hopes, dreams and plans one could ever have. But the art of surrendering is what God requires. We look to God in prayer, in the moment of joy and the moment of agony. We surrender our feelings for Him to comfort us and wipe away our tears, we surrender when it hurts for Him to heal our pain, we surrender when we hit dead end for Him to make a miracle..
Life is harsh no doubt, but we don't own anything here and we are just temporary. If we look at life as a whole, we would ask: Is this life worth living or is there other purpose for it? Question after question, only the one who created us could answer. We are just the women with the alabaster jar, surrendering everything at the feet of Jesus and serve God's will.

The story:

Matthew 26:6-13

New King James Version (NKJV)

6 And when Jesus was in Bethany at the house of Simon the leper, 7 a woman came to Him having an alabaster flask of very costly fragrant oil, and she poured it on His head as He sat at the table. 8 But when His disciples saw it, they were indignant, saying, “Why this waste? 9 For this fragrant oil might have been sold for much and given to the poor.”
10 But when Jesus was aware of it, He said to them, “Why do you trouble the woman? For she has done a good work for Me. 11 For you have the poor with you always, but Me you do not have always. 12 For in pouring this fragrant oil on My body, she did it for My burial. 13 Assuredly, I say to you, wherever this gospel is preached in the whole world, what this woman has done will also be told as a memorial to her.”


May 29, 2011

self cook FOOD!!!

27th May - Lunch.......

29th May - Lunch!!!


29th May - Dinner!!!!



Apr 25, 2011

Feeling good - michael buble



"Feeling Good"

Birds flying high
You know how I feel
Sun in the sky
You know how I feel
Breeze driftin' on by
You know how I feel
It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me
And I'm feeling good

Fish in the sea
You know how I feel
River running free
You know how I feel
Blossom on a tree
You know how I feel
It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me
And I'm feeling good

Dragonfly out in the sun you know what I mean, don't you know
Butterflies all havin' fun you know what I mean
Sleep in peace when day is done
That's what I mean
And this old world is a new world
And a bold world
For me

For me

Stars when you shine
You know how I feel
Scent of the pine
You know how I feel
Oh freedom is mine
And I know how I feel
It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life

It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life

It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
It's a new life
For me

For me

I'm feeling good
I feel so good
I feel so good

what happened to streamyx?


i could go whatever website except facebook..
Is Malaysia trying to come out 1Mbook?
O.O
my ping 500 +++ when i off my torrent...
even my torrent runs faster than facebook...

Apr 23, 2011

what would life be?

It's now 11.37pm, saturday.
I shud be studying coz exams is on monday. But instead i felt like blogging.
Feasting on a bowl of cintan mee with chinese wax sausage,
Questioning myself:

I wonder how my life would be?

If i just remain quiet for one day.
If i just wanna lie in bed all day.
If i just enjoy the beautiful morning.
How would you feel?

My life has been ever changing.
My life has been ever big.
My life has been full of miracles.
My life has been filled by God.
And
My dreams was to change the world one day.
But how much have i change i do not know.
I've give my best to change your world.
To impact
To instill
To inspire

But there will be times.
I have to make big decisions.
Where do i go from here?
What am i gonna do?
Whom will be my future partner?
What will tomorrow bring?
Till now God has not answered me specifically but has promised a good future (Jeremiah 29:11, New King James Version)
Uncertainties in life have brought us down to our knees.
I could only pray and wait for the answer while most of the people will begin taking decision into their own hands.

A lot of people misunderstand and sometimes termed me "stupid"
Not taking the first opportunity when there is present
Not rashing my future according to how i see fit
Not earning when there is a chance.
Instead of just pray and wait.

Maybe the world doesn't understand
Maybe you do

My life is full of emotions.
Though my outward is only happiness.
My inward is raging with
sadness of the past
uncertainties of the future
happiness of the present

I might not be a millionaire
I might not be able to provide
I might not be able to answer
I might not be able to see
I might not be able to comprehend
But all this my hopes, my dreams and my future
I submit to God thoroughly and let Him use as He see fit
I will fight a good fight of faith and not give up when am crushed, perplexed
And pray that God give me
wisdom to decide,
obedience to follow,
perseverance to pull through,
understanding to see things in His perspective and in your shoes,
counsel to advice,
knowledge to know and discern,
compassion to share,
kindness to care,
strength to bear with you
humility to listen,
might and boldness to speak up,
the fear of the Lord,
providence that is sufficient for me,
patience to wait,
capacity to love...
So God please help me...




I simply live For You
Say the word and I will sing for You
Over oceans deep, I will follow
If each star was a song
And every breath of wind, praise
It would still fail by far to say
All my heart contains
I simply live, I simply live for You

Chorus:
As the glory of Your presence
Now fills this place
In worship, we will meet You face to face
There is nothing in this world
To which You can be compared
Glory on glory, praise upon praise
You bind the broken hearted
And save all my tears
By Your word, You set the captives free
There is nothing in this world
That You cannot do
I simply live, I simply live for You

Apr 22, 2011

Updates

KL trip

The VELVET rabbit - easter play.. This saturday in Taylor Lakeside campus at 4.30.. main actress by Eunice Lee... KL peeps go and support =)

ISCF kaki.... at Plan B....

The nite before study week... MALAM anugerah Pelajar at DTII

Apr 20, 2011

Prayer of Jabez

1 Chronicles 4:9-10

“Oh Lord, that You would bless me indeed,
and enlarge my territory,
that Your hand would be with me,
and that You would keep me from evil,
that I may not cause pain! ”

Apr 19, 2011

I just dunno wad more to say or do...
all i could think of is smile...

Apr 10, 2011

50% sale

i couldnt imagine a nike jersey 50% off... before: 140, after 70...

Apr 6, 2011

My 22nd Birthday


Specially UPON ah jie's request =)
It started with a simple steamboat dinner at Kluang inconjunction with my birthday and my friend's birthday on the 30th nite...


Another course in my faculty was there also and we are staring at them...


The unfinished stars in da pot.. who wants?

My coursemates....


It started innocently.....


Then kena sabo..............


my coursemates...


The birthday cake....



Me and my fren... his birthday was on that day, mine was the next day...

And continue with no pictures because the night went even crazier... and too risky for cameras..
I was floured multiple times at 12 am midnight and was sang the birthday song aloud...
Waking all those people sleep... I was as white as snow.....
Btw thank you ah jie for birthday wish =)
That's all =)

Apr 5, 2011

Chris Medina - What are Words



[verse 1]
Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

[chorus]
What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

[verse 2]
And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

[chorus]

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

Mar 29, 2011

Impromptu IPOH!


Cat with a price tag... you don't see this anywhere =)


BreakFAST!!!


One of my dad's birthday present ...

the new Terminal Bus at the Bandar Tasik Selatan... environment like KLIA

Jom masuk uni event

Arrival...

This is the military police... one of the specialty in Johor

I wonder how to put out the fire? after 14 years...

from my hotel room...


the YDP of UTHM rowing...

Mar 7, 2011

Genesis 1: 16... He made the stars also....

Mar 5, 2011

Hardworking vs Lazy

A perfect example of hardworking people VS lazy people...




My hardworking friend, study until her favourite hair band also break...
Brain expanded, information overload..
OLD ONES DUN BREAK HOW NEW ONES WILL COME?!



Lazy people...... like me....... HEHE =P

1st quarter of 2011


A toilet that cannot be used.. so what's a toilet for anyway?


This is possible...no trick, just physics... Highest record = 7 bottles stacking


I saw this in a indoor playground... PANDA!


AWESOME tshirt... i wish i bought it... but it's RM 59.90... O.O

UTM spring Fest


Handpainted by a "banana" student.. "banana" chinese power!!!


The 2 storey "Tu" chinese character...

I'm back

The blogging feel is already back. Will try to blog as much as i can.
Oh wait, maybe with only pictures and brief explanations. =)