Apr 23, 2011

what would life be?

It's now 11.37pm, saturday.
I shud be studying coz exams is on monday. But instead i felt like blogging.
Feasting on a bowl of cintan mee with chinese wax sausage,
Questioning myself:

I wonder how my life would be?

If i just remain quiet for one day.
If i just wanna lie in bed all day.
If i just enjoy the beautiful morning.
How would you feel?

My life has been ever changing.
My life has been ever big.
My life has been full of miracles.
My life has been filled by God.
And
My dreams was to change the world one day.
But how much have i change i do not know.
I've give my best to change your world.
To impact
To instill
To inspire

But there will be times.
I have to make big decisions.
Where do i go from here?
What am i gonna do?
Whom will be my future partner?
What will tomorrow bring?
Till now God has not answered me specifically but has promised a good future (Jeremiah 29:11, New King James Version)
Uncertainties in life have brought us down to our knees.
I could only pray and wait for the answer while most of the people will begin taking decision into their own hands.

A lot of people misunderstand and sometimes termed me "stupid"
Not taking the first opportunity when there is present
Not rashing my future according to how i see fit
Not earning when there is a chance.
Instead of just pray and wait.

Maybe the world doesn't understand
Maybe you do

My life is full of emotions.
Though my outward is only happiness.
My inward is raging with
sadness of the past
uncertainties of the future
happiness of the present

I might not be a millionaire
I might not be able to provide
I might not be able to answer
I might not be able to see
I might not be able to comprehend
But all this my hopes, my dreams and my future
I submit to God thoroughly and let Him use as He see fit
I will fight a good fight of faith and not give up when am crushed, perplexed
And pray that God give me
wisdom to decide,
obedience to follow,
perseverance to pull through,
understanding to see things in His perspective and in your shoes,
counsel to advice,
knowledge to know and discern,
compassion to share,
kindness to care,
strength to bear with you
humility to listen,
might and boldness to speak up,
the fear of the Lord,
providence that is sufficient for me,
patience to wait,
capacity to love...
So God please help me...




I simply live For You
Say the word and I will sing for You
Over oceans deep, I will follow
If each star was a song
And every breath of wind, praise
It would still fail by far to say
All my heart contains
I simply live, I simply live for You

Chorus:
As the glory of Your presence
Now fills this place
In worship, we will meet You face to face
There is nothing in this world
To which You can be compared
Glory on glory, praise upon praise
You bind the broken hearted
And save all my tears
By Your word, You set the captives free
There is nothing in this world
That You cannot do
I simply live, I simply live for You

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